| its not worth it. |
[05 Feb 2006|02:00am] |
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- i wish everyone would just be happy and appreciate what they have.
- i wish people didnt make things more complicated than they are.
- i wish it was summer.
- i wish i didnt ruin the chances i had with the one guy who will ever really love me; i never know a good thing when i have it.
- i hate my best friend getting food poisoning.
- i hate fighting.
- i hate getting led on and lied to.
- i hate when you purposely make me feel like you could care less about me.
- i love the fact that in less than a month im going to see bleeding through, between the buried and me, haste the day, and every time i die!
- i love being with you.
- i love the changes im making.
- i love you.
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[25 Jan 2006|04:04pm] |
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danger: radio |
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( best night everrr )
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| When we dont know who to hate, we hate ourselves. |
[15 Jan 2006|08:16pm] |
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- i think its pathetic what some people will do for friends.
- i HATE being ditched.
- everyone in this world is a hypocrit and im really starting to see it more and more everyday.
- i wish people didnt get mad at me for telling them how i feel.
- i think i just lost another friend. i hate how people change, i miss him. :(
- it makes me sad to see how people i care about throw their lives away.
- i just wanna have fun and not have to worry about silly little things.
- cant people understand im not mad, just expressing my feelings?
- i feel guilty and im scared im going to hurt someone(s).
- i secertly love how he pushes my buttons on purpose.
- i care too much.
- i wish i could say no.
- i see no point in staying mad at someone. youre wasting valuable time.
- there's been a lot of people trying to make me feel like crap about certain things. its working and i dont appreciate it. ive decided im going to do my best to ignore them/what they say and surround myself with positive people/things.
- i love all my real friends.
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| im gonna make you grip the sheets. |
[12 Dec 2005|07:23pm] |
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i dont really have much of anything important to say. im just really bored.
i havent been this stressed out in a long time.
i dislike how two certain people are playing mind games with me. especially since im very upfront with them.
i really wanna go sledding.
im getting worried. i didnt get my new license in the mail yet, since im now 17 and am allowed out all night. so, since ive had so many accidents i might have to wait another year before i can drive past midnight. in which case, ill go back to court and fight it.
people should really stop talking crap. it only makes you look stupid.
im finally starting to get a plan together for my life. i dont know if its what i want but at least i have a plan.
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| breathings for rich kids... |
[03 Nov 2005|08:52pm] |
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i got fired from my job.
i broke up with teddy.
im going to kick ashley domek's ass. believe me she deserves it.
kristin stec is my hero because shes the only one cool enough to boycott the most pathetic person ive ever met, ashley domek.
its exactly one month till my 17th birthday.
im really hoping i have a good weekend. i need to have some fun. lets hang out?
im sick.
i really want to go to my lake. i need to get away and its peaceful there.
i hate when people who dont even know me pass judgement on me. it makes them look like a fool. sorry, i dont like what you like and i have my own opinions.
i want to have a bonfire but i have no pit.
i miss you...
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| its true i hurt too, remember i loved you |
[19 Oct 2005|08:15pm] |
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i feel really alone, and i dislike it. someone comfort me?
im getting my new car fridayish!!! its a tracker. its my sister's but oh well. im so excited, too bad im grounded.
im loosing sleep because one night i was sitting on my bed on the phone and i saw a mouse. i still havent caught the stupid thing and im scared while im sleeping its gonna come attack me. somebody catch it for me!
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| I wish I never missed you. |
[06 Oct 2005|03:08pm] |
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now that i have what i wanted, im not sure if i want it anymore. its not something i can just throw away, and im placed in a very difficult decision. i wish i could predict the future or test out different situations and then make my choice but i cant do that.
i have to work today, and i hate my job.
i totaled my car...again. this time its not my fault. i was making a left hand turn and some asshole ran a red light and hit me. i survived with only a few burns/bruises.
( my poor car =( )
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[28 Sep 2005|07:26pm] |
omgggggggg
i dont know why but im incredibly happy. everything is going wonderfully.
my parents are out of town. i think im going to be working at dario's. im doing amazing in school. my car is being fixed tomorrow. and im reallllllllllyyyyyyyy excited for this weekend. oh gosh.
I LOVE YOUUUUUUU
i kinda just wish i could make some people understand. lately i think ive been being pretty...mean. but i think it was for good reasons. if people dont tell other people how dumb they are and how they really feel about them who will? dont worry im doing it. so take this into consideration people. i do not say mean things to hurt you i say them because they are true and you should work on your faults.
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